⠀⠀⠀⠀"Screaming Demons"

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I lost contact with you over forty times within one year. Blocked you from my favorite sinful nights. I wanted to lead with lust, not love. I never said anything bad about you. Loving you is complicated.
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I fought you for the blessings that already had my name on it. I have never been to your house before. However, I try to live my life the right way, just to get inside your house one day.
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I collaborate with fallen angels just to make some of the best art I will ever create. I wish One day I can just talk less and let you speak to me for hours.
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I'm slowly beginning to understand our bond. Slowly I find out your mercy for me as I roam this earth without real parents.
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Loving you is complicated
Loving you is complicated
Loving you is complicated
Loving you, not loving, but loving you again.